Donnerstag, 22. März 2007

a mask again

The first time i left home on the 20th march there were two men on the streetcrossing here, one was wearing a jacket of the same pale blue colour as the cap of the greeting man yesterday was, the other was wearing dark jeans clothing, he was pressing a finger at a nostril, then breathes out as if he would get rid of some snot, then the other nostril, but at none he did have the snot for it. So it was a variation of the basic gesture(that hasn't been in use this year, but the eight before) in combination with an inverted sniffing noise.
In the supermarket when i was standing line up there was a man behind me who constantly bumbled/droned at a specially low frequency.
In the evening i walked to the cinema at the railway station, when i arrived at the near market/parking place i saw a skinhead with a camouflage jacket walking in my direction( but too far away to come close ), when i had crossed the street a small group of younger people passed me, male and female, one also had a camouflage-jacket, and on the place two men passed me, one was a skinhead, walking in a stupid way only right-extremist skinheads can do.
They were all walking in the direction of the streetcrossing i passed , but started at different points at/on the place, maybe -30/0/30 degrees (from me), and not exactly at the same time ( if they had the same distance), few seconds difference.

On the 21st at the near park a man came towards me and looked at me, not really unusual, only the slight feeling that maybe there was a reason for him beeing there. He had a moustache, a pale blue jeans jacket( not the blue the cap had ) and black stretch-jeans, seemed to be a leftie/antifa with traditional pants.
Later at the park i have seen a man on a bicycle, his jacket had similar colour to one i have( but was not wearing that time ), he was wearing black pants and a black ski-mask, he had a holland-velo( doesn't look like a antifa/autonom or so ).
When i had crossed the street behind the park i passed a group of younger teenager, one said "but this is sh!t ", the other answered " i've beaten him on his head, with a bludgeon " ("ich habe ihm auf den Kopf geschlagen, mit einem Knueppel ").
Later on my way when i had stopped in front of a fast-food-shop a fast walking skinhead in snow-camouflage-trousers, younger than twentie, passed me.
He turned his head in my direction, but not completely, so abrupt as if he had an electric shock.
If his head would't have been attached to his neck he would had catapulted it at me.
Maybe he did not expect me to stop there, at the next traffic light he could have been behind me.
When i had left home at night, just when i had turned around the corner i heared a loud shuffling step, but i could see no one.

On the 22nd, just when i stepped outside, a police-car turned into the street here.
The next time i was outside one street from here a man made some steps as if he could stumble, he stepped into a longer transparent binder/cable clip/lacing cord( Kabelbinder ), looked somewhat overdone to me, he wanted to make this noisy scuffling steps. He had unkempt especially voluminous hair( 70ties ) and was overweighted.

Some of the themes are inspired or passed from the news/media, the bumbling man and the one with the ski-mask&the corresponding teenagers( it seems to be about nazis who have been attacked by mask antifas in berlin, the accusation is tried killing, despite light injuries ) were such.
It all started back in the mid nineties, among the first people there were some clan-like, maybe with arab migration background, but i'm not sure for this( the leaders are white germans ), and also some martial artists. The first were all males.
In 98 the number of these people heighnered fastly, many germans from somewhere of the mid of society, no obvious political position, common looking males and females, any age, sect-like people, among their first their was a tall old man breathing at me in an obscene way when standing in line behind me, some of them were just standing there and staring at me, among them a complete family on a traffic island near my home.
In 99 it became routine, such people showed up nearly every day, when there are successive days where none show up it's usually at the end and beginning of a year.