some left/right

When i was in the park in the afternoon of the 22nd, the one who yelled "ausländer" on the first of april arrived on the meadow, in companion of another man. They walked to about the place where the ones with the barbecue have been the day before. They had a dog with them. The black one(shouter) was again wearing his white kaftan and trousers, and now a coat wich makes him look like obi ben kenobi, and a dark cap. He had a stick with him, he used it as a walking stick, seemes to be one of those i did exercise with about eight years ago. He put it down on the ground, then the two men were facing each other, and obi delievered a series of fast blows to the others face, without hitting of course, an exercise, the other one leaned back. Now obi gave him a big hug, friendly with ostentation, immediatly after the punches, that it seemed to be part of the exercise. Some others joined them, sat down there, but two stood there with bigger distance to each other. Obi walked to both of them, put something in their hands and closed them, this obviously had a deeper meaning. Moved all the time this chi-way, and also turned around to make his coat rotate, that it looked sufi-like. When i left the park a woman with a dog tipped at her nose and made a sniffing noise. Short distance behind them a couple was following, the sunglassed woman said "only a small one"( "nur ein kleiner" ), they acted as witnesses, the sniffer/gesturer should have proofed that i would be a dealer. When i arrived at the streetcrossing here there was one more sniffer, he was a bigger/stronger one, wearing a bandana and camouflage pants, had a dog with him. On the other side of the street there was a man walking parallel to him, he had the same face expression. With the timing i passed directly in front of him. This one was about late 40ies, the first one younger than him. Looked like dealers. Their formation reminded me the black ones from the 18th.
The next time i was outside i was at the cheap supermarket. When i was standing in line their trained clerk entered the market at the empty other till, he gave me a look. I haven't seen him there for some time, his expression has changed. Looked as if a new layer has been added, still focused and hostile, but now with more control. He was once posing with a mop, they had taugth him exercise for a such a staff as obi put on the ground.
When i crossed a wider streetcrossing in the evening a sniffer on a bicycle passed me twice, he had turned around and did the same noise both times. He was wearing a track-jacket of their favourite blue, with a black&white double-stripe on the sleeves.

When i entered the park at noon of the 23rd, a nosegesturer passed me, where the day before the one with the witness-couple has been. The gesturer now was an older man, and when he did so another man on the encircling way behind the bushes commendatorily explained "... is such a beautiful surname"( "... ist ja so ein schöner Nachname !" ). This name was the alias of one of the leaders, except one letter. When i was sitting in the park three people, two men and a woman, stopped on the meadow, they had two dogs with them, they started to play. A man repeatedly called his dog, then the woman did once also, but clearly added one letter, so it became the nickname of someone who had been my neighbour once. When i had left the park there was a man with a child where the first name-sayer has been, he said "this really sucks"( "das geht mir auf den Sack" ). Maybe criticism about the first one.
In the afternoon the one in black with fedora-hat and sunglasses from two days before passed me at the water, not much later there were speakers, second speaker carryed on the first one and was posing like a watchman, had sunglasses, this was at the low bridge. At the end someone in front of the near record-shop condemning shaked his head after i had looked at a girl, demonstrative surveillance. He had similarity to a bearded older martial-arts-teacher i had described before.
In the evening i was at a petrolstation. In the park there have been many people, but they didn't spread as they do normally, instead they were all in the lower half of the meadow, as if an invisible line would have been drawn with a ruler. There was a bigger group where obi has been the day before, one of them was holding up a hand, while another one repreatedly was punching it, for a slapping noise. Obi was standing with some other people on the other side of the path. Near the petrol-station there were two men, one made a comment, obviously a sexual context, they knew what i've been doing before i left home. Maybe rigthists. On my way back a woman looked to the side as if i would have hurt her, then an older woman on a bicycle, wearing an orange jacket, made a subliminally hostile sniffing noise.
In the evening an older man demonstrativly made two shuffling steps when passing me.
At nigth the only car i've seen on my way to a petrol-station was a police-car. In front of the station there was an ambulance, and the customer inside the station was wearing an uniform, dark blue with red-bordered silverish epaulets.

In the morning of the 24th i was at the medic i have described before. At the shopping centre the black-dressed one with fedora-hat and sunglasses passed me, a mascot for surveillance. They like it when it lookes cheap. Possible that they used another one this time, think he was more gaunt, but i'm not sure. An unshaved older man with grey hair. I sat down on a bank in front of the shopping-centre, soon a jogging athlete passed me, maybe i once knew him from training. Near home a man with long dark hair, wearing a camouflage jacket, was aping my health-problems.
In the afternoon a man on a bicycle followed me, he had a cellphone and said "blabla medic blablabla"( "b...Hausarzt...b" ), some bla's, he really said bla, maybe also rababa.
When i was outside in the evening there were two men standing in front of the revolving-door of the shopping centre. A black one was standing directly in front of it, with his back towards the door, he explained "i'm not doing this any more"( "das mache ich nicht mehr" ). The other one, an older man wearing an orange jacket, explained "you are too old for this"( meaning that he shouldn't continue something stupid "bist du aus dem Alter raus" ). They were speaking consistend articulated, acting. I entered the door, on the other side of the centre street up a black man gave me a look when he was in the middle of it, for the certain high-noon-feeling. One of their dark bald ones. Maybe they wanted to make a comment about the medic, there have been black women, and there was nothing special.

When i was on my way to the cheap supermarket at noon of the 25th, near the shop three people passed me. All dressed in black and white, a woman with long black hair and two men. The man in the middle mumbled "you are fortunate-the foreigners"( in the meaning that the f. could have done something "Glück gehabt-die Ausländer" ), when next to me, using the woman as a plea to speak in my direction. Sounded stupid. On my way back near home a bald black man wearing an especially well fitting black suit passed me, he was an archetype of severity.
When i was sitting in the park in the afternoon, there were three young people on the meadow, one took out some items. The first could have been the knives from the 21rst. They made a cheapish sound when he was putting them on the ground, no real ones. He put them away and took out other things, one looked like a wooden crescent. They were too far away, so i couldn't really know. Maybe perception-fun. Later i was at the water, there two men were coming towards me, one gruffly explained "he fears, but what( is he fearining )"( "er hat Angst, aber wovor" ) while closing the zip of his jacket to underline his words. Sounded as if someone who is in fear must have done something wrong, and they were kind of investigator-judges. Both already had grey hair, one was wearing an orange, the other a blue jacket, their basic colours. Some distance later, still at the water, there was a young athletic black man, afro and not-so-dark, looking in the direction i was coming from, a resolute expression and a firm stance with hands on his hips( much like the second speaker at the bridge on the 23rd ). I passed close to him, because of other people. His expression was overdone, but fitted to the environment because two other people next to him made a reason for standing in the middle of the way, and they were sportsmen, so there is a natural context for more physical presence. But seemed like a plea for the posture. Later a man was coming towards me, he puts one hand in his hair and abstrusely looked to the side. He had longer dark hair, was wearing a green t-shirt with a long text printed on it, something with "voices".
In the late afternoon in front of the shopping centre two men behind me came closer, one whispered "( city name ), buddhisten-nazis ". Then they passed me, one was smoking a cigar. Their clothing was somewhat similar to mine. They were concerned to show crappy behaviour, also when crossing the street, one of them hurryed up to get in the middle for no reason. In the pedestrian zone i have seen a young skinhead who succeeded to move in a way that quoted both moles and gorillas, he was escorted by two black-haired girls.
In the evening i passed some people wearing fligth-jackets, they made fun of the martail arts i practised eigth years ago. Could have been people who did it now, dressed up.

When i passed the railwaystation in the early afternoon of the 26th, there was a bald-shaved man sitting in front of it, he demonstrativly laughed baaing when i passed. He was wearing a signal-blue t-shirt and had black sunglasses, next to him there was a child sitting, who belonged to him, also wearing a blue shirt. Probably a rigthist. Other people sitting close could have also been with him, cannot now. On my way back near this a black man with a bicycle came towards me, he looked at me with a totally astounded expression.
When i was outside in the evening a running man passed me. He was dressed much like me, don't know with how much detail. He even had opened the zip of his jacket as much as i had, to show that his t-shirt had the same colour. He was a tall athletic man with blonde shorter hair, maybe late 30ies. The way he moved looked as if he would belong to a military or police unit, a shield or gun would fit to the way he was holding his arms.
When i was watching tv at midnigth the one above did one of his most extreme coughing shouts at the sentence "you shouldn't have f**d her". The cough sounded somehow mad and angry, but also stunned.

On my way to a petrol station at nigth of the 27th, a police car changed the side of the street and was driving in the wrong direction, usually to turn in a sidestreet. This was when i arrived at the near place, then on the other side of the place there was again a police-car. When i had crossed the street and looked back, a police car drove in the other direction, maybe the same had turned.
When i was at the baker in the railwaystation in the afternoon, the man who said "homo" on the 10th was there. I had used the word some hour before in an online-diskussion. On my way back a bicyclist wearing a warm jacket and black gloves passed me, despite many were only wearing t-shirts on this sunny day. He was closely followed by another bicyclist, a daker man, somewhat heavier build, who was looking very seriously into my eyes, with furrowed brows. Think both in their 40ies, i have similar gloves( but wouldn't wear them if it's warm ). In the pedestrian zone a black man looked at me, he was standing there, letting his rigth arm hang down, with an expression like brutes in wild-west-movies.
In the afternoon and early evening their stalkers commentet on lame stuff a good twenty years ago, with adding more or less a rigthier flair. Not all actors were already born then.
There have also been general statements :
In the early evening a man with closed eyes was coming towards me, he loudly explained that anything could be bougth, humans and things, he was obviously acting. He was dressed with dark shorts and a dark fila-t-shirt, a sportive younger man, barefooted. Seemed other people wondered about this. Later an extremely styled goth/metal-fan( or dressed up as this )came towards me near the park. Pale contacts, a big black cut-like vertical stripe was painted across one eye, totally absent stare, big black coat( at this warm day !). He was escorted by some common looking people, walking or with bicycles. Looked somewhat like a joke about stalking.
In the evening there was a sniffer at the streetcrossing at the park, mustache, maybe 50, small-plaid orderly shirt, vest. Square and agressive. On the other side of the street i heared the creaking of a hoist, this was repeated a few times, from one of the upper flats, sounded toonish. Then there was a plopping sound, usually made with a towel, in the same moment they used a photo-flash. So they made a magic joke. Later, near a pub, there where some men on the other side of the street, one clearly explained in english, with german accent, that "he"( maybe speaking of me )would produce drugs, so there would be no evidence for this. They appeared to be orderly people. Seemed the idea was that "he" didn't need to be connected to other dealers, and with the english to no local customers here also, to be a dealer. Later the last one of them was a nosegesturer, his gesture irritated me slightly, and he immediatly caugth up any variation in movement i did, trying to escalate. He was wearing a hooded sweater, hood on, and a basecap beneath.

When i left home in the afternoon of the 28th, two men came up the street here, one said that "they" would have contrived whole england. So this carryed on the last day, and sounded like criticism to it. Makes not much sense, how should they know when i will leave home if they weren't connected to the usual leaders ? Maybe this was just their own ping-pong. Both were wearing black shorts and t-shirts, the shirts had something printed on it, one had a crutch.
At night there was a homeless one in an entrance in the otherwise empty pedestrian zone. There was a sleeping dog next to him, and he had one of these automatic leashes. Before i passed he pressed the button for a louder click, when i was in line of him he made a sniffing noise, when i had passed he repeated the click.
That was all this day.

When i was outside in the evening of the 29th, in a side-street two men came towards me, one explained that he would have sold it "in english", in an irish pub, but without england. Both were wearing sweat- or t-shirts of the same olive-green colour. So this was a comment about the commenting ones from the day before.
The next time i was outside, one side-street from home, a man with a cane-stick in his rigth hand came towards me. He didn't need it for walking, he was an sportive person, looking young for his grey hair. He was holding a beverage can in his other hand, seemed also to be a symbol, black jacket, maybe martial artist. I was at a medic to make an appointment( it's in the street were the first speakers showed up ), the medic i've been before told me to go to one of this field. On my way back a younger sportive man came towards me, he had a very uprigth posture but moved really slow, as if his rigth leg would be paralysed. He had shorter black hair, an orderly newish grey jacket, his jeans had the same colour as mine, black shoes.
When i brougth down waste in the late afternoon, a woman left the entrance on the other side when i got outside, she was keeping a very shirty face-expression. She crossed the street and entered one of two identically blueish polos parking in front of the entrance( could have been same as on the 26th of febr. ).
When i got outside the next time, maybe about half an hour later, this woman and a man came around the corner of the streetcrossing here, on this side of the pavement. I walked down to the supermarket, the man followed me. He was walking faster than me, and repeatedly made a short loud inveighing cough, always the same, as if this would make kind of sonar. When he was directly behind me he made a cough at me, he then followed me into the supermarket, there he gave me a routinated hostile look. The man was tall, about fifty, olive-green jacket, the woman was somewhat younger, fair blonde hair, brown jacket.
Have described all of them this day. There was a black bicyclist who seemed to be connected to the one with the cane-stick, but cannot really know.

In the morning of the 30th i was at the medic, he was talking really loud, and about the first thing he considered was that i could have hiv, without a context.
In the afternoon there was a sniffer in the shopping centre, an older woman.
In the late afternoon there was a couple leaving a bank near the park, the woman made a step towards me, and with this presented her breasts to me. She whispered an "he'd seen it/them"( "hat er gesehen" ) to her partner, both laughed. Bigger people, think the woman was bigger than me. She was blonde, wearing a t-shirt with wide horizntal blue and white stripes, both had dark sunglasses. Around the corner soon a man poked out his tongue at me, a lefties skinhead, obviously gay. Dark red jacket, khaki cargo-shorts, dark flatcap. When i was waiting at a streetcrossing a woman passed, she gave me a cold look. It looked somewhat determined, because she turned her head in the same way back as she had turned it towards me. To point out that this was an appointment, a man on the other side of the street shaked his body, laughing. The woman had bleached hair, was small, had shapy hips, was dressed in black, trousers as for a suit and heeled shoes. She doesn't look bad, as far as i could say with this expression, maybe they were specially happy because they have more men and their woman are older an average( maybe exept for their teenagers, wich are often female ). When i had crossed the street a gesturer came towards me, he pointed at his cheek. He was wearing a grey sweater with a brigth red stripe across his breast, and had a backpack.
That was all this day.

When i was sitting in a park in the afternoon on the 1rst of may, two woman came towards me, both were holding a finger of their left hand with their rigth hand, as if they wanted to pull off a ring, both the same. They said "aua, not so hard"( "aua, nicht so doll" ), "the knuckle-duster"( "der schlagring" ), and "come over here, cuddling"( "komm rüber, kuscheln" ) and laughed when they had passed. Conservative woman, maybe late forties.
In the evening there have been two nosegesturers at a streetcrossing, both dressed in black. First a man with dark shorter hair, late 30ies, disciplined and routinated agressive. He crossed my way, then a teenager girl who walked in the same direction as me, she fastly touched the tip of her nose with a finger, much coordinated. Not much later one more nosegesturer, who covered his nose with his fingers. Next of them were two of their athletic dark black bald ones, both had a wrapped newspaper in their rigth hands. The one towards my side was hitting his thigh with each step, and also pulled up his heel to it, atthe side he was hitting. Before i had left home i did exercise for some minutes, including hopping around with taking the heels up. Both were wearing t- or poloshirts, despite it was already somewhat colder, the one towards my side had a light blue polo-shirt. In front of the bridge there were some police-cars parking, next to a local ferry there was a cuddly policeboat with blue-ligths-on, and the police didn't allow some people to leave the footbridge. The ones on the footbridge did some singing, lefties soccer-fans. It didn't look very interesting, i moved on. On my way back lots of police busses passed me with blue-lights-on, so i returned to the bridge to have a look. There were only a couple of lefties in front of the footbridge, just standing around, and some other people near, watchhing. Someone told me that there were also rightists on the ferry, and they had called the police and told them a lefty would have thrown one of them overboard, wich wasn't true. One time there was trouble on the footbridge, i think two people started brawling, didn't get detail. Not much later the police wanted all to move on, there have only been the rigthists on the ferry( so no one dead, and i didn't find anything about this in the news, despite many police had moved ). On my way back there was a man who stopped on the pavement and pointed at the bicyclist lane, he'd taken a posture like a neandertalian centurion and agressivly ordered me to pass him there. Wich i would have done otherwise also, so his idea was that he had the right to harrass me because there was the lane. He obviously hoped for a plea to beat me up. I pesponded after i had passed him, something like : i see, boy. A bigger blonde man with mustache, was wearing a black sweatshirt with white tribals, and a jeans-vest. Maybe in his late 40ies, seemed to be drunk. Maybe the rigthists had phoned him.
Have described most of them.

On the 2nd there was only low intensity, some left and rigth. Mostly only attached with timing. Last of them were two lefties with bicycles in the late afternoon, both were holding a shirty antic, one with rastas, the other one dressed in black.

When i was in the near supermarket at noon of the 3rd, a man coughed in my direction when passing close behind me. He was the coughing one from the 29th, this time he was wearing dark clothing. After he had passed me he tipped at his nose, looked like a signal to someone outside or in the entrance, he did this openly. When i was standing in front of a shelf, not much later, and took something out of it, he stood close behind me and then took out the article next to it, as if we would be a couple. The stalking was especially naturally to him. When he stood in line at a till, the next but one behind him was the short-haired clerk i have described on the 16th of april. I decided to wait at the other till.
When i was sitting in the park in the afternoon, five men passed me. One of them clearly sayd the common name for the disease i have been checked( it's not hiv ). Then they made comments as if this would be a drug( "did you buy some" ), one of them turned his head around and looked at me. Could have been about 40 years old, two of them were darker.
In the later afternoon i was outside for a longer walk. There was a nosegesturer in the beginning near the park, later there were once two men on the other side of a street, they were only there to show presence, changed direction with turning around, it was as if an invisible fence would separate them from me. One was wearing orange trousers, the other one a jacket of the same colour.
In the evening a loud banger detonated street down, and near midnigth, about two hours later, another one, seemed to be at the same point, but not as loud.

When i was at the bank in the morning of the 4th, a man wearing an orange jacket entered, he was coughing with ostentation, obviously acting. Also made a sniffing noise once. I was at the flea-market, when i arrived i passed three lefties or punks, when i was between them one said "you are from ..."(...=name of a smaller near town), one on the other side responded "you can't even read". I thougth maybe this should be funny.
I was a second time at the market, still before noon, once a lefty/punk passed and commented "he doesn't look like a nazi". Now this sounded as if some of them had a serious look at me, so maybe the stupid comments should have made a real provocation.
In the afternoon in front of the railwaystation some men were uploading a dog into a red car with a "feuerwehr"(firefighter) printed on it. The she-dog was black, a big pinkish thing was hanging from the vagina. It had about the size of a grapefruit and was only connected at a point to the body. It looked so sick, the dog could hardly walk with this hanging thing, must have been the uterus. The dog also had two bumps on the chest( from my view ), one didn't look special, but the other one was shaped of a spike. Between the railwaystation and the pedestrian zone i've seen several skinheads, a strange mixture of them. In the station was an older one, an alcoholic whos nose must have been shaped by a unusual high number of bruises( i think there have been also other who fitted to the theme, moving in the same direction, that why he looked more like this, not sure ). Near the station there was a group of four athletic ones, they were all dressed with newish looking black t-shirts and camouflage pants, they moved like a unit in loose formation. One was wearing a t-shirt of an early band, wich wasn't rightists, but because they seemed to be dressed up i'm not sure what their point of view would be. On my way back i've seen a bald one who looked like a rightist, but dressed normally. He was wearing black sunglasses and was slightly smiling.
In the early evening, when i was waiting for my food at a takeaway, a bald shaved men stood next to me, he was greeting the saleswoman. He knows her and said that it was nice that she already made his food. Seemed to be a joke, because he got no food then. He was athletic, maybe a martial artist, was wearing an red hooded sweater with a white black-lined "yakuza" printed on it. While i was eating my food, in another street a tall bald shaved man came towards my direction, on the pavement, i was walking on the street. He then looked at the cafe/pub on the other side and made a nosegesture towards it, then two men left it. One had black sunglasses and was wearing a t-shirt of the same red as the one from the takeaway. I had odd thoughts about my food now, but too late.
Couldn't get the dog out of my mind.
I think this day i've described all.

From 22nd to 28th it should be at least 2/3 of them. And maybe half of them on other days, unless noted otherwise.