Montag, 10. Dezember 2007

clap hands

When i was outside near noon of the 27th of november a woman filmed me. I first didn't get it, because the flat device didn't look like a camera to me, she was holding it at belly-heigth and looked down at the display, stood there, didn't move. There was also an older man with a dog, but no one else, and he walked to the side, while the lense in the middle of the device was facing towards me.
When i was outside in the early afternoon, this time walking, a staring man on a bicycle came towards me. He had his mouth open, exposing especially his upper teeth, and his eyes had a somewhat rectangular shape. Maybe a leftie, late 40ies. In another street a man who fits to him passed me, he had protruding eyes and was holding a cigarette in an odd way, with his whole hand, at his mouth. Near me he made a defined sniffing noise, so he used his cigarette as a tube-symbol.
When i passed at the opposite house in the afternoon, again walking, people inside made an akustic joke. From a cellar-window there was musical noise when i was next to it, at the next window someone in the first floor loudly pushed a piano-key when i passed, then a smaller dog made a single bark. Where the older man threw the pelleted in the bin on the 25th, this time there was a sniffer there. He had somewhat darker complexion, maybe late 30ies, was wearing a black jacket. Later an older but vital gaunt man with a big grey full-beard and round glasses came towards me, he was still a distance away, he was holding his hand at his forehead, like stereotypical sailor on look-out, watching me. Then he turned in the street at the court. When i was outside before i have been holding my hand at the forehead, to protect against blinding highligths from car-windows. So he showed that he did participate with this surveillance.
About half an hour after i was back i heard that someone was loudly playing the national anthem, streetup, a classical version. Then something else, but it stopped.
The next time i was outside i passed a man who widely moved his mouth in an odd way. He fitted to the sniffer and the other in the early afternoon. He was wearing a military parka with a german flag on the sleeve. Then in the supermarket there was a man with a basecap in the national colours.

When i was outside in the late afternoon of the 28th, i passed an older couple near a church. The man says "then one is thinking of murder"( "da denkt man an Mord" )when i was next to them. At the water two sportive man in their twenties came towards me, one was wearing a khaki shorts, despite it was cold. He said "how much could he have been, 80, 90 kilos ?!"( "wie viel hatte der wohl, 80, 90 kilo" ), to be heared. Maybe martial artists. On my way back there were some of their people at a streetcrossing. Before i arrived a man holding one hand in a pocket, that way that it was obvious that he was holding something in his hand, ready to draw it. He was in his 40ies, wearing a brown jacket with horizontal pockets. Then at the streetcrossing a man on a bicycle passed me, he looked at me, he had a small hating and oddly distorted mouth. When i had crossed the street a woman behind me loudly said "(any)one is laughing about this again and again"( "darüber lacht man immer wieder" ).

In the early morning of the 29th, when i was on my way to the baker, a woman with a young golden retriever passed me. The happy dog came towards me and scented my leg, it was wearing a red neckerchief, that way that it made a big triangle, like the one of the dog from the 27 of october.
When i got outside at noon, down the street here a woman wearing a palestinian scarf passed me. There was few space, because a car waiting at the streetcrossing had stopped with the tires already on the pavement. One of the last articles i had read was a very angry one about such scarfs. At a streetcrossing i had a little accident. There were people at a traffic ligth, so i got to the side, and then i watched the wrong side of the traffic ligth. A car slowed down, but i've been already too far on the street and didn't get back fast enough. I had already stopped, and the car shocked my front-wheel with the fender. But this had no further effect, i still stood there, and fortunatly the driver was a nice man and just asked if i was fine. I had a numb feeling, then concentration is also weak, maybe i should care more about eating vegetables or so. When i arrived back at the street here, on the other side, a person fully mummed with a dark scarf passed me on a bicycle. There was only slit, as tiny as possible, left for the eyes between the straigth wrapped lower and upper. It was about 10°C, so this couldn't have been the reason, it was to frame the street with the theme.
When i was sitting in the park in the early afternoon, the second person who passed me was a woman with a perambulator, wearing a palestinian scarf. Then two man passed me, first a bigger stronger unshaved jogger, early 40ies, dressed in black, he was wearing black leather gloves, holding the fists in front of him, that way that the forearms were about horizontal. A puncher-figure. All his expression was about it, the tigth gloves made an accent. He'd just passed another man, who was now directly following, an orderly dressed man wearing a black suit, a ligth blue shirt, and a diagonally black and yellow striped tie. He accuratly tapped at his nostril, he appeared to be a judical person. Complementing subordinators.

About noon of the 30th i had opened my window. A group of four people, males and females, walked down the street here, they accentuated their left arms. This was obvious because they all moved the same, kind of marching. Again something that was inspired by an online-article.
When i passed at a garden in the afternoon a little girl in the back of it yelled "my penis". Sounded absurd, i looked in this direction, then to my rigth someone loudly closed the door of a parking car, i haven't seen him, seemed that he was one of them. There were no other people near. I had a look on this white line i had described in my previous posting, it encircles an area some km in diameter. At one point it looks as if it would have started there, but also as if it should look like this, because it wouldn't have been additional work to just close the line without that. Now on my way back close to this point a sniffer passed me, a black dressed man with a white jacket.

Short time after i was back from the baker in the early morning of the 1rst of december, a group of people came up the street here, clapping their hands, singing something like "jaja", like sports-fans. In front of the house one of them, a man, loudly said " a god ?! a god ?! "( "ein Gott" ), taunting, condemning.
At noon i deliverd a few empty beercans in a plastic bag at a petrol-station. On my way back a dark black man came towards me at the point where the old man threw the pelleted in the bin, at the white line on the 25th of october. The black man now had an acerb resolved expression, didn't show any reaction, and because he walked straigthforward towards me i changed my direction. In the moment he got out of my view he threw a black plastic bag he was carrying into the bin, making a loud noise, he'd just been waiting for this, concentrating to do a fast move.
When i was outside in he evening at the streetcrossing at the market place there was a teenager leaning against a wall with his shoulder, looking in my direction. He stood there without moving, totally self-assured, the posture seemed to be sexual. I think that maybe he was 16, but he seemed to be very athletically and bigger than average persons. On my way back another athletic teenager, maybe 16, appeared when i arrived at the place, he looked angry and had drawn in his cheeks, to get a gaunt face. The way he passed me on the pavement was kind of parade, his armes were tensioned.

In the morning of the 2nd, maybe at about 5am, there was a group of loudly talking people at the next streetcrossing, sounding boosted. Then they came up the street, as the clap-hands day before, and in front of the house one of them said loud and clearly " if you are saying this ! "( "wenn du sowas erzählst !"). So this was part two of the clap-hands.
Near noon i was sitting at the water. In front of the bank there was a turquoise injection lying on the ground. I threw it away, but used some paper do not touch it. I've seen them taking something out of bins before, demonstrativly.

On the 3rd there was only a sniffer at all.

When i just had left home in the late afternoon of the 4th, a singing man came down the street, seemed to be a foreign language, the only thing i understood in german was "it's too late"( "es ist zu spät" ). He had a high voice, i first thougth it would be a woman. I think he was wearing a grey jacket, dark hair. Two streetcrossings of the sidestreets here further, a black-dressed man came around the corner. He had fair grey hair and a short full beard. He raised his arm to look at his watch, or maybe his vein. He raised his ellbow in front of him and flapped back his hand, looking at the inside of his arm, a routinated gesture that could have fitted to a surgeon, as his expression in general.

When i brougth down the waste in the afternoon of the 5th, a black man came up the street. I've seen him before, he had repeatedly stalked me and had a training for that, a motoric input and to get mentally locked on( more than many ). Now he showed no special behaviour, even seemed to be somewhat insecure. He had shorter hair now, maybe he lives near. The next time i was outside, when i walked to the near supermarket, another man i've seen before showed up. The one with the button-cap i've described before. He was again wearing a blue jacket and black pants, he showed no special behaviour. He was in companion of a man with somewhat darker complexion, a mustache, wearing a short black coat. He was holding his hands higher, body bend forwards, talking agitated.
When i was outside in the evening, on the low bridge a man with a bottle of wine in the one hand passed me. He had his head widely leaned to the side and had an annoyed introverted face-expression. He had a black beard, i think he was a teacher/owner of a martial arts shool where i had trained, also had some trainings at him. 7 years, Long ago. Then in the street, when i had arrived at the curve, several people came towards me. The first one on a bicycle, on the street, he had a childish pissed face-expression, he loudly said "that's such a shit !"( "das ist so sche!sse" ), to aquaint, not just to himself. Then among the pedestrians one was holding a cellphone at his ear, he said with a rational-censuring accent "i don't really like this"( "das finde ich nicht so gut" ). So the two complemented.

When i had just arrived back home in the afternoon of the 6th, and opened the window, a loud sniffer passed outside. A black man wearing a parka and sneakers, he moved somewhat hobbling.

When i was in the inner city at noon of the 7th and got down the escalator, a girl, maybe 10, and a man behind me were on the next that led upstairs. The girl had constandly an totally happy expression, but didn't move, looked like a bulb. When they were in front of me the man behind her kissed her on her cheek, moving very fast and precisely, making a defined dry flicking noise. The girl didn't react at all, firmly keeping the expression. Seemed to be a variation to the couple on the 24th of october, near the railwaystation.

When i was in the near supermarket in the afternoon of the 8th, there was a taller slender man standing in front in line of me. He had neat brushcut hair, and also his clothing looked like this, not the clothing itself, but the way it fits. Maybe at least the backpack and the leather sneakers were new. Black swaeater, jeans. He was directly standing in front of me, and when i looked at his backpack, just to look somewhere, he abruptly started to move, getting out of line and then returning in a curve, fluently moving with fast ltittle steps.
When i was outside in the late afternoon a woman on a bicycle crossed my way, she was holding a cellphone at her ear and yelled "he's coming straigth ahead/in front !"( "er kommt gerade voraus!" ). First thougth she would be a young man, maybe she was a lesbian.
When i was outside in the evening, as usual with my bicycle, a black man with fairer skin was walking in front of me on the pavement. He did sligth impulsive corrections to his direction, so i couldn't pass him, a martial artist. When i decided to pass him on the street he crossed the street, so i had to stop.

When i was outside at noon of the 9th, a man with a bald shaved head came out of a house at the end of the crossing street. He walked in a sublimal meaningful and agressiv way, so i already expected that he would be one of them. He arrived at a car and turned around to look into my eyes to express his hostilety. He was wearing a parka and blue sports pants. Looked like a rigthist.
When i was cycling down a street in the late afternoon, there were some people standing next to a dark car. Older ones closer to the car, could have been 50 years or so, just passed them, and on the pavement in front of me two teenage girls and a little child. I slowed down, one of the girls looked at me, she had an somewhat exhausted expression, not so lucky. And then, not much further in the street, there was the same figure. A dark car, a teenage girl, little child, and older ones at a car. I think maybe this were twice too young mothers, their childs and parents.
When i had opened my window in the early evening, a couple passed, the man was carrying a child that was screaming in a loud peculiar disturbed way all the time.

I often have only picked up a easy to describe, that was obvious.
In the first half there have been more than in the second half.
From the 27th to 1rst i've counted 35 obvious, from 2nd to 9th 15.
In addition at all 2 nosegesturers and 13 sniffers, and the clap-hands from 1rst/2nd, and about 30 companions or so, people that have not been hostile or active but fitted or were related to others.

My neighbour above me does the usual toilet-following, on the first, a windy day, i heard this squiling door, on two other days also, but only once. Once he showed that he has been sitting above me by poking at the floor with a stick, maybe one like those used for training. Few times he showed that he was upset by making hasty steps above me, when i was watching tv and there was something about a crime, in the news or a movie. And others. Toilet is basic.