a wheelchair-theme, and such

When i was in the bank in the afternoon of the 19th of december, two grannies and a black dressed man in his 20ies came in. He walked very close behind a granny, as if he wanted to pass her, but only to let her enter before him, showing demonstrativly estimated friendliness. All his moves were fast, abrupt and coordinated, but what doesn't move was stiff. He was in an electrified state. He got the neurotic angle. He had black shorter hair, an athletic trained person, he was wearing a black tight fitting sweater with a rectangular patch on the left breast-side, seemed to be a military one, black pants, sneakers. On my way to the cheap supermarket mud had been dumped on the pavement at a petshop, it had the color of the mud i had the accident on the 14th. Near that a small girl was standing in the middle of the pavement and looking at me, coming closer with the bicycle, so i slowed down. When i was really slow she suddenly decided to run between parking cars, saying something about dodging or escaping. I had to laugh, because it looked so funny. There was a man near that, who was watching this, so he was usally connected to the girl, but he didn't interact with her. Later it came into my mind that the reaction of the girl could have been taugth to her, and was no game. It looked funny because she was so serious. For a traffic situation it maked no sense, but between the cars she was out of range of an adut person. In the cheap supermarket the clerk they had trained, the one with the mustache, passed close behind me when i stopped the first time, touching my bag, and lifting it with that. Seemed this was to check the weigth. So i turned around, he was looking into my eyes from close. So this was to show authority to control.
On my way to a petrol-station (the one where the car with the "7000"-licence has been) in the evening two young men on bicycles stood at a streetcrossing, they dated for "battling"( "battlen") on saturday, sounded hip-hopish. In the petrol-station two men stood in line behind me, one had already grey hair, but was of robust build. He lifted up his shoulders a few times, to let them fall down by their weigth, a strong man. He made a comment about me "i thougth he would be bigger"( "ich habe ihn mir grösser vorgestellt" ). Maybe this was to say that it could be sports if they would attack me.
When i was outside in the late evening, a man who came towards me gripped at the side of his hip, shifting back his jacket, a pistol-gesture. An athletic sportive man with an orderly haircut, maybe a rightist.

When i had left home before noon on the 20th, a black exclusiv looking audi had stopped at the corner of the streetcrossing here, it moved a little for- and backwards, but it seemed they didn't want to park, they wanted attention.
When i was in the shopping centre in the afternoon, a taller man, dark clothing like a security-man, was aping me chewing chewing-gum, and raised his hand towards his head, to point this out, as if this would be a signal and we would make a team or so, but nothing personally, operation-style. On the lower floor there was the next of them, a man who came towards me, his arm streaked mine, he excused, but it was obviously aimed. He was shaved bald, wearing a black jacket, his mouth exposed a consistend line of upper teeth. Looks like a professional martial artist i've seen in a silly fun-talkshow/interview-video. When i left a supermarket there, a woman gave me an assertive somewhat shirty look, by turning her head sidewards, passing in front of me. She had a darker complexion and was wearing both a skirt and orange pants, maybe from india.
I think in the afternoon some people had a look at me, some women, when i arrived back at the streetcrossing here a black mercedes stopped, to let me pass. The car had similarity to the audi.
When i opened the windows for airing in the evening, i've seen a person outside, at some parking bicycle, the person was facing towards me, and was doing kind of fitness-exercise. Constantly raising the arms, flowing non-exhausting movements, also sometimes raising knees. Dance-like chi version of jumping jack. Short time later i passed her, on my way to the bank. She was still doing her exercise, she was a boyish young woman, weaering a black hooded sweater and old-schoolish pants, i think addidas. When i arrived back she was still doing so. I turned around at her after i had passed her, now she took a posture, the arms spread sidewards, moving them constantly with the shoulders, also moving the body somewhat, all the time alway moving, monkeyish goalkeeper-figure. Very sportive person. I had to laugh, it was too overdone. In that moment a man came resolutely towards me, he unlocked/locked the car next to me with a remote control, making a loud beep. The newish looking black car was parking where the audi has been before. Back home i looked at the exercising person again, she was still doing so, then she turned around, cowarded down, so i could hardly see her, when she stood up she dragged down her sweater, so this was pissing-acting. Then she energetically jogged away, ninja.

On the 21rst there have been three sniffers, a gesturer who vertically shiftet up imaginary glasses with his forefinger while looking at me, as if this would be a signal for me, a conservatively looking man. And some others.

When i was standing in line in the near supermarket on the 22nd, an athletic young man, bigger than me, made a straigth step towards me, to make pressure, as if he wanted to run into me. When i got outside a man was coming towards me, he looked at me as if i would have to explain something personally to him.

When i got outside in the later afternoon of the 23rd, a man came diagonally towards me on the streetcrossing here, looking at me. He compensated his personally friendly expression by having his rigth hand at his butt, in scratching position. Late 30ies, wearing a black jacket, and a simple white cotton shoulder bag. Not much later i've seen him again, before i passed him a black man came diagonally across the empty street towards me, then the one with the bag was holding his left hand at his head, the palm towards the frontside, kind of ear-gesture.
When i was outside in the evening, two streets from here a woman shoving a man in a wheelchair just came around the corner when i arrived there. So i slowed down, i have been already slow because it was sligthly frozen. The man in the wheelchair was tall, he seemed to be completely lamed, maybe 30years, his mouth was wide open, saliva was pouring out of his mouth. Didn't want to look closely at him, this would easily become staring, but on that fast look he seemed healthy for his situation, so it would probaly have been an accident not long ago. Towards the end of that street two people on bicycles, a man and a woman came towards me, the woman said "since then i only drive really slowly"( "seit dem fahre ich nur noch ganz langsam" ). Maybe the one in the wheelchair wasn't really lamed.

When i was on my way to the cheap supermarket at noon of the 24th, the co-driver of a car gave me a hostile look, when i was waiting at the traffic-ligth at the market/parking-place. He was shaved bald, of robust build, the licence plate said that they were from the near smaller town. A rigth-extremist. Behind the near petrol-station the car turned around and came towards me, but they didn't follow further when i turned in a street there. In the supermarket their clerk did nothing this time. When i was outside again, a man with a big grey full beard arrived, then from the other side a little girl came towards me, she was dressed all in pink, and with her straight arms spread both somewhat sidewards, and pink mittens on strings hanging from them, she looked somewhat like an angel-figure. On my way back there was a group of people wearing black beanies, i think they had all shaved hair, waiting at the streetcrossing where the rigthist had shown up. One said "to me it's disturbing"( "also, mich störts" ). They didn't specially appear to be rigthists.
I had visited my parents, on my way back two people came towards me on top of the empty street there. They didn't move as if they would be connected to each other, but both in the same way, heading towards imaginary marks, and there was little distance between them. They had both the same expression, or the lack of such in their faces. They were concentrating on this and at the first i had the feeling that with the way he came up to me he wanted me to turn in the sideway there. Second one had a short grey full beard and seemed to be trained.

On the 25th and 26th there was nothing real.

When i brougth down waste on the 27th, a woman came up to me and extensively complained about that i used the new container. The other houses had bins, but here there was a container, seemed that it was for two houses. But she didn't want me to come across the street, repeated repeatedly the same, imaginated that i would place other waste in their bins there. It took a while.
When i was on my way to a second-hand-shop in the afternoon, a tiny man on a motorized wheelchair passed me and turned in the same way as the rigthist did on the 24th. In the shop the salesman, a lefty, explained to someone that a man in a wheelchair had been beaten up, that bad the world had become. Not this one, there would be also another one with a wheelchair. On my way back there was again a man in a motorized wheelchair. This time i was outside noticeable many lefties have been around. At home i've read online, the latest news i could find about such an attack have been from last year.

When i was outside in the late afternoon of the 28th, it was already dark, a man crossed my way at the next streetcrossing. First it looked as if he would be black, something irritated me, but i didn't want to stare at him. When he was in line of me i've seen that he was a white one, wearing a mask. The shape of his nose was definitly european, and the black not skin, it was tights. Below his eyes there were slits, showing his white skin. So maybe this was the idea of fake-eyes, or a joke about it. I turned in the street, following him, but not too close. He made sniffing noise, twice, louder identcally ones. Before the next street-crossing he took off his mummery, seemed he had routine with that, no conspicious move to do so. He also took off black gloves he was wearing. He touched his beany, seemed he wanted to point out that he had rolled up his mummery. He had an agressive expression, man on a mission, i followed him down the street, then took another way. When he took off his mummery some other people had seen him, if they weren't all of them, too. So this was to show that they have people who do so on command, not because this man now had a reason. As at many before it's no problem if he attracts attention, because he's protected by mass, by number. He shows up once, has no personal motif.
Other comments/figures that day were clothing-themed, and in the near supermarket what seemed to be a phallic comment.

When i was outside in the later afternoon of the 29th, i've seen a boy on a bicycle lately, i had red ligth and was already on the street with the frontwheel. He was offending me, he had the rigth of way. On the other hand, he had no frontligth( i don't have also ), and his bossy spurning behaviour was extreme and routinated. He didn't try to get attention before, so it seemed that liked to do so. Not older than 15. I think it was this time i was outside when also a man who had similarity to the bald shaved one in the shopping centre on the 20th passed me, but he had short hair.
The next time i got outside, late afternoon, this time walking, a young man, slender, wearing a ligth-colored jacket, came towards me at the streetcrossing here, he intensively breathes out at me and rotated his hands around each other at belly-heigth, not a big move, a fast smooth one. When i arrived at the near park two men with a dog were passing in front of the entrance, one said towards the other "you are really out of the rhythm, now you are really a...". He didn't speak the last word, they connected to the bossing teenager, so his insult could take place there. From their proportions both were trained strong persons. If i would had reacted on the teenager, maybe they would have got more out of it. At the end i walked to a petrol-station, there were two men standing on the meadow in front of it, facing each other, there were pocket flasks lying on the ground between them. The one of them was the man with the olive military cap i had described on the 31rst of october, the other one a dark-haired man with a mustache, wearing a black coat, he made his companion before, near the supermarket here. When i got out of the station, the one with the mustache was standing in front of the entrance, holding one hand at his hip, he had shifted back his coat and was posing as a cowboy who wants to duel. While the pistol-gestures are normally part of the intimidation, this one seemed to be ironically. Maybe to say that i would be really like this. Couldn't see the one with the cap, perhaps he had entered behind me.

When i got outside in the early morning of the 30th, there were two people standing at the bicycles, where the person on the 20th had been acting. A woman wearing a black jacket, hood on, and a man with a darker complexion, he said a sarcastic "yes, write this"( "schreib dasmal" ).
When i was outside in the late afternoon, there was a gesturer, dressed in black, he raised he arm sidewards, bend at the elbow, before passing me.

Maybe i've described about 2/3 or so, the frequency was somewhat less than average.
In the evening of the 28th a woman, i've heared her before, was loudly walking above me with heeled shoes on the carpetless floor for a while, seemed to be upset, finally made a phonecall, maybe for an advice. Normally a man is in the flat above me. However, since then the person there is less attached at me than usual.