optimized outlander

When i had entered the park in the afternoon of the 17th of march, a man with a face that looked like waxed came towards me, he had a much meditative expression. Black jacket, khaki pants, looked like antifa. When i had sit down on a bank, soon a black dressed woman made demonstrativly two shuffling steps when passing me, a lefty.
In the late afternoon at the park a black man crossing my way in some distance stopped when he was i line of me, then looked at me, his chin slightly upwards. A stronger dark bald one with an orange basecap, i decided to change my direction. At the near place( not in sigth of the one before ) a dark black man came towards me, he decided to change his direction, seemed he imitated the curve i had walked when turning before, wich was determined by parking cars. This one was wearing a washed-out purplish jacket. There have also been some people who had an eye on me, maybe martial-artists at about 50 years.

Before noon of the 18th at the near place a man coming towards me moved his mouth to the side, emotionless as well as pronounced, then he took out an unusued tissue. He was presenting it as if it would be an identification card. He was dressed in black, had darker skin, a well-cut moustache that ranged down to his chin, somewhat like the mustache from the one of the 12th/4th, but pointed. He had white beard and hair, but looked vital. In the shopping centre, before i passed a couple, holding each others hand and standing with their backs towards me, the man started to count, and with this swinging their hands. At two i was next to them, at three both made a step forwards, the man was holding his arm next to mine. Because he harassed me i took mine somewhat higher than i would have moved it normally with walking, and with that we both stood next to each other mirrowed in the same position for a moment, he quoted aikido-exercise. Whan i came closer he had turned around for a moment, to estimate this. They did it with ostentation. Both taller than me, he was a big athletic one, wearing a black jacket. So with their so-funny stalking they made a contrast to the dead serious one before.
When i was at an animal enclosure in the afternoon, on my way and back there have been three sniffers, two with bicycles, one dull orange and one intense blue jacket, and a jogger, blue jacket and orange shaded glasses. The one with the blue jacket also made a nosegesture. And another nosegesturer on a bicyle, where the one with the blue jacket had been before. This one had also a blue jacket and was followed by other bycyclists. Age of the jogger i don't know, but others were older than 40, orange jacket had grey hair.
In the early evening someone outside was laughing about me, then supported by a woman, also laughing.

When i was at the cheap supermarket at noon of the 19th, the clerk joked to the ones in line of me "if i would have glasses", didn't hear the context. On my way back there were a man and a woman standing at the market place, talking, looked somewhat like a presentation. The man explained "he didn't get it"( "er hat es nicht verstanden" ) when i passed. He was dressed all in black, much stylish, a used leather coat that was astoundingly straigth, so he couldn't have walked far with this, modern military boots, hooded sweaater(hood on) and orange( like the jogger the day before ) shooter-like shades.

When i had opened my window in the morning of the 20th for airing, a resolute walking man came up the street, sweeping his arms widely, seemed an exercise. Maybe a martial artist, 50 or so, black leather jacket.
When i left the bank in the afternoon, a nosegesturer passed some distance in front of me, at the street, then spitted out. Then there were constantly people attached to me, subliminally paying attention. Zen and/or kung-fu people or so. Some had umbrellas, it wasn't raining, so it seemed that was with another idea in mind. They were about 50 years and had the same walking style. There was a woman, i think i knew her from a training i sometimes had joined, but this time she wasn't greeting. Then on the other side of the streetcrossing a woman came towards me on a bicycle, aping my face-expression. It must be hard for her when she has no opportunity to show how assured she is of herself. But maybe this just didn't happen so often. This was just when i had looked at a child that crossed the street, seemed somehow other people were rotating around. The woman had ample reddish curly hair.

When i was on my way to the railwaystation in the early morning of the 21rst, near the station a man with a cellphone came towards me. I stepped to the side at bigger distance, he immediatly corrected his direction, so he was heading towards me. But then he corrected again, passed me normally. A martial artist, very trained, shaved bald. Kind of sniffer on my way back, a man who repeatedly soaked up his snot when he was in line of me. Have already seen him on my way to the station. Late 40ies, dark hair, mustache, dressed in washed-out blue.
When i left home at noon two men were on the streetcrossing here. They had both the same bowed posture, and a murmuring expression, like in awe. A mystic nazi theme, one was a robust black dressed skinhead, the older one had curly hair. And then some others who had a look at me, lefties or so, two were imitating my face-expression.
When i was sitting in the inner city and drinking a coffee i had bougth at a fat-food-shop, an asian man, maybe japanese, entered the near bank, he was wearing a red jacket. When he came out, towards me, he covered his mouth with his hand, then he was subliminally panicced, so i had to stop moving, because every move would have offended him. Other who passed me while i was drinking coffee were some darker men, all moving the same way, one was carrying something that seemed to be a stick, grapped in the middle, wrapped in paper as bouquets are.

When i got outside in the afternoon of the 22nd, a man walked up the street on the other side, he was followed by a woman, with short distance, at the same speed. The man touched his nosetip with a finger, moving it fastly up and down. Then both looked at me, turned around their heads 90° at the same moment, then looked forwards again, the man repeated the geature. Maybe both late 40ies, the man was dressed in black, wearing a beany, the woman had a bend posture, blue jacket. Later two black teenager, fair complexion, were coming towards me, seemed to be brother and sister, the boy said a louder ironically "for sure"( "ja, klar" ) at some distance. They have been told something about me, but seemed it didn't work properly. When i had passed them a man on a bicycle was coming towards me, he concentrated on showing a concentrated expression, with his eyes. Seemed to be a martial-artist, maybe one of the kung-fu people. His expression had similarity to the one from the 21rst february. I was in the supermarket at a near place, there a bigger skinhead, dark clothing, gave me a slightly sneering look. Among the rigthists it seems to be more common knowledge that also others support the stalking. When i got outside a slim teenage girl was coming towards me, in front of me she abruptly turned around and walked away in the direction she came from. So this was based on aikido, they taugth her to demonstrate symbolic aversion. She had earphones and was wearing striped tights or socks. I crossed the parking place in front of the supermarket, it's on a higher level than the pavement, at the end a man climbed on it with a big step, looking at me. He had a frozen toonish expression, lips widely apart to show upper and lower teeth, presenting a cigar. A rightist, in his 40ies, dark clothing. Then at the lower entrance two men sat on bicycles and passed me, one of them a sniffer. Also rightists.

When i passed the fries-hut at the park in the afternoon of the 23rd, a saleswoman coughed twice, to show that she had seen me. At the end of the park the clerk from the fair-trade-shop crossed the street, the one were i wondered that he looked like a rigthist. I've been there the day before, he didn't look so much like this as on the 19th of january. But now seeing him one day later and after the coughing is also odd, and i think a woman who jobbed at the hut( at the time when a salesman&friends scared me off )is also jobbing at the fair-trade shop. Later twice older men passed me, who didn't move shoulders and arms at all, somewhat spread, the first was wearing a black jacket, somewhat like a fligth jacket, the second one was dressed in black and had a basecap, security-like style. When i arrived again at the park there was a black dressed man walking, fligth jacket, a pale hooded sweater beneath, hood on. Oldschool Autonom. His walking style also fits to this. I've seen him first from behind, he had mummed with a plaid scarf, wearing it over the hood, knotted about in the middle of his head. So he wanted to point out that he had mummed with this, seemed the style of his scarf should make a contrast to the autonomeous.

On the 24th an older clerk in a petrolstation explained for no reason "too long" before he scanned my article. Then he forgot to give me a banknote for change, i had to ask.
In the afternoon a family, couple, child and perambulator, scurryed around a corner, the man whispered "one cannot say"( "kann man nicht sagen" ). Seemed they had been waiting there, they moved as a sneaky unit.

At about 2am of the 25th i woke up from tinnitus. I already heared when i was sleeping, it became extremely loud, then less, like the peak of a wave. Just when i woke up the one above me turned the regulator of his heater, then snored. He had obviously laid down on the floor above me, from there i never heard this before.
Before i arrived at the bank in the afternoon, a sniffer on a bicycle passed me. He did so when he was next to me, i then looked to the side. This was what he'd expected, he abruptly turned around and looked at me, so he got me. He then stopped in front of the bank, i passed him. When i got ouside he was still standing there in the same position. In his thirties, olive-grey jacket, woolen beany. Then i was walking to the cheap supermarket, opposite there was a man sitting on the ground, next to the stair of an entrance. He looked somewhat like out of it, i've first seen his head from behind, but then looked at him, he was staring to nowhere. Next to him there was a bottle of yellow lemonade. There are sometimes homeless, so maybe he was one of them. I decided to enter the shop, if he would still look like this later, maybe i should ask him. When i left the supermarket a green police-bus had arrived, and two police-men were heading towards him. I was watching them for a moment, they asket him for passport, he turned his head around. On my way back the black-dressed blonde man with mustache passed me near the baker, he had shown up on the 4th and 12th march. This time he had fixed eyes, like glass. But he wasn't heading towards me, don't know if he just wanted to be seen, or if this was because another man wondered about this.
When i was at a stationery shop in the late afternoon, a older female clerk loudly explained to another one some distance away "lecker" when i entered, wich sounded like "the licker", but because of the circumstances one would decide that the meaning must be "tasty". When i arrived back at home, less than two hours after the police-bus had arrived at the cheap supermarket, there was a police-bus of the same colours parking at the streetcrossing here. Two policemen and a -woman were waiting at an entrance to be let in.

When i was in the shopping centre at noon of the 26th, a very energetically fast coordinated man passed me and tipped at his cheek. Somewhat darker complexion, maybe arabian. There have been more blacks around than usual, three of them were older man who had similarity. One of them stopped and looked at me when he was in line of me, at some distance. He had an angry face-expression, and i couldn't know if he's always looking like this or if this was about me.
When i was outside in the late afternoon there were many black dressed lefties around, i think at least half of the people within 20 minutes. One with a bicycle and a cellphone explained "and now, where's the € ?"( "und wo ist er nun, der Euro" )when he was next to me. Maybe that was something that didn't work properly, sounded as if he really wanted an explanation from the one he was phoning.

Near the park, before noon of the 27th, a man shouted an "ai" towards me, like a kiai, using his french bulldog as a plea. In the park a jogger vehemently snuffled out.
In the afternoon a man outside explained to another one "there he is".
When i arrived back at home a couple passed in front of the entrance, coming towards me the woman explained something, acting as complicated person or so "a-also eigentlich nicht, aber jetzt irgendwie schon". The woman was blonde, the man had shaved hair and a basecap, both dressed in black, looked like security-uniforms.
In the late afternoon i had sudden pain, this time strong enough that i had to lay down where i was standing. I waited till it was over, then i was at the cheap supermarket. When i was standing in line there an energetically man, the intrinsic hype, appeared outside. He reminded me one of the leaders, the most open of them. He had even the same haircut as when it started. He then entered, i think he stood behind me soon, think i've seen his jacket from the corner of my eye. He wasn't focusing on me as stalkers normally do, so i thougth it must have been a similarity, but could also have been so obvious that i didn't got it. On my way back some people looked at me, somehow astounded.
Haven't seen the trained clerk there yet.

When i was walking to the baker street down in the morning of the 28th, a man came towards me, he made small steps and had an ill face-expression, but it was obvious that it was acting and fun for him. Some distance later i looked back at him, he had turned around and was following now. A tall man in his 50ies, long blonde curly hair, dressed in black, seemed to be kind of martial artist. Then a man got out of an entrance directly in front of me, he wasn't fast, so i passed him. He was dressed in black, hat a shoulder bag somewhat similar to mine, and black vans-sneakers with white wave-logo and soles. His clothing looked orderly and new. At the end there was another man who was dressed the same across the street, exept he had black soles and no shoulder bag. This one was somewhat darker, turkish background or so.
When i was outside at noon a sniffer on a bicycle came towards me in front the park. He then copiously sweeped below his nose. He had a well-cut dark mustache. When i had crossed the street at the park a man on a bicycle came towards me, covering his mouth with his hand. Then he took it away and presented the mouth-expression he already had. Open and as far as it could go stretched to the sides, showing many equally upper teeth. The teeth were specially yellow, he'd used something to colour them, maybe safran.
When i was outside in the early afternoon at the same streetcrossing there was a girl with a bicycle waiting at the other side. She smiled at me, i did also. Much younger than me, think below 20, but at least 16. A black one, dressed in black, a lefty. Immediatly when i had crossed the street a man with a bicycle turned in front of me, so i had to slow down. He had a concentrated hostile expression. Maybe arabian background. Later there was a man standing in front of a house in a bigger empty street. Didn't see his face from the front, but seemed to be a martial arts-teacher who had stalked me before, an older bearded one with longer hair. Think i described him the last time when i was buying fast food at the park and he repeatedly passed in front of the window. Now he was standing there, relaxed but somewhat like a figure. He had a cigarette, maybe he wasn't smoking but acting as someone who does.
When i was outside in the late afternoon, there was a child, a girl, standing in front of a store. She looked very immersed, maybe writing sms or so. She had a symmetrical face and with the way she was standing she reminded me christian figures. I had to smile for a moment. Trapped ! When i looked forwards again the woman from the 20th march crossed in front of me on a bicycle, staring at me with a gaping face. She wanted me to insert a reaction for this, again she looked like whatever, superior and likes herself. The one with the ample curly reddish hair. When i arrived at a supermarket at a near place( same as 22nd), there was a couple standing next to the entrance, and next to them a child, in a somewhat similar way to the one before. When i looked at it the man said "lecker"( "tasty/licker" ), as the clerk from the 25th of march. When i was standing in line at the till where the drinks are the man in front of me asked "so here i can(also) pay the normal wares, here's a breach to the (other)shop ?"( "hier kann ich also auch die normalen Sachen bezahlen, hier ist dann ein Durchbruch zum (Laden)" ). So he sounded somewhat confuse, but to answer his question if he can pay other things than drinks at the till i said :yes. He then loudly said, his leaned back head, turning "oh how uneducated i am !"(" ich bin ja so ungebildet "). He had a very orderly short blonde haircut, was wearing a wide scarf and a black jacket and looked much conservativly, was in his 20ies. So this was obviouly a harrasment, somehow i felt that the guy needed it, something was lacking. Outside the shop he was waiting with another person at a car, watching me.

When i was walking on the 29th, in the early afternoon on the eastside a man came towards me, walking in the middle of the narrow pavement. He wasn't fast and was looking on the ground in front of him, ignoring anything else, he looked immersed. So i stepped to the side. Seemed it was important for him to stay in the middle, and one shouldn't disturb him because of his so peaceful expression. He had somewhat darker complexion, in his 20ies, camouflage pants. On my way back a dark black child, maybe eigth years old, crossed my way, he was looking at me and smiling. He was irritating, because he looked at me as directly as possible, and was holding his expression constantly. He didn't expect a reaction, but was turning his head when he'd passed, still looking, it was like a presentation, as much smile as possible. These direct eyes, no motion in the face at all, attached at me. So cultural differences have some effect, but this was so magnetic, i wondered. Later an especially serious and concentrated man passed me with a bicycle, somewhat darker complexion. The last one of them was a man waiting at a streetcrossing, i've seen him from behind. He was wearing a black hooded coat, maybe new, hood on, blue trousers, sneakers. He was moving his fingers, he was a black one, it had a subliminally agressive expression. After he'd crossed the street he took of his hood with both hands, a naturally here-i-am presentation.
In the early afternoon an all-in-black dressed man passed me, maybe i knew him once from dojo. Didn't look at me, but passed me closely. His clothing looked new, was tasty fashionable, lefties catwalk. Somewhat gothic style, and a black medieval cap. It's long slim "tail" was hanging down to his left side. Was wearing black vans-sneakers, with this he was quoting the two in the morning the day before. If he was this it was hardly his idea.

When i was in the bank at noon of the 30th, a woman entered. She did remind me someone, but i'm really not sure. Could have been the partner of the one from the 27th, if he was it. She's also one of them. I was walking to the railwaystation, in front of it some rigthists, i think five, two skins among them, passed me. They were all walking next to each other, when close one explained "ich wurde schon mal einsgemacht", sounding somewhat stupid. Maybe this should have been double meaning, "eingemacht" for beaten up, and the other could have been ironically, in contrast to entzweien->separated, or so. Then, surprise, when i was at the baker, a man was standing next to me, with his female partner, he made a sniffing noise, the defined basic one, and was sweeping bleow his nose with his forefinger. Then he made some more sniffings, that sounded somewhat more naturally. Also looked at me, maybe it seemed more like someone who wanted a deal instead a harassment. When i was outside there was a black man standing at the taxis, showing his profile, didn't move much and looked straigthforward. Before i passed he spitted out, so then i walked on the ground he had spitted on. He was wearing a cowboy-hat and mirrored pilot-shades, usually not weak, maybe in his 40ies. Could have been an us-soldier.
When i was outside in the afternoon, in front of a place in the pedestrian zone, two teenage girls turned in with a wider consistent curve, sligthly accelerating, one explained ironically "but i haven't done anything"( "aber ich habe doch gar nichts getan" ). On the place a man came towards me, he moved as if he would be ill. In the moment i looked away he was running, three fast steps, to show that this was acting. Then a man passed me who said "int-sport", with underlining on the "int". Wanted to sit in the park here, but there was someone doing tai-chi-exercise between the trees, usually from the near martial arts school. I had my experiences with them, also in the park, so i decided to leave. Later i was sitting at another place in the park, eating something. When i had finished and stood up, three people passed me. The man said something like that "he"(me) would assume that he should know him(me), then made two stomping steps when he was behind me. Maybe late 50ies.
When i was walking to the inner city in the late afternoon, there were three black woman sitting an banks on a place, somewhat spread. One of them had passed me the last time i was outside, with a bicycle, she concentrated to hold a serious furrowed brow, as before. Another one was facing me, next to her there was a dark black child. I didn't look at them directly, because it was obvious that they would usually do some acting. The child had about the same colour as the magnetic smiling one the day before. When i was coming closer the woman clearly explained "he says, if i'm coming too, then it's o.k."( "er sagt, wenn ich dann auch komme ist es o.k." ). Sounded like a comment about abuse, and also if the child would be her superior. Don't know if they really had the idea to use the child as fake-leader. At another place i passed a man who was sitting there with closed eyes, looked somewhat like meditating, and had a similar expression to my (dead) brother. He was wearing a sweater that had similarity to one i had as a child. At the next streetcrossing there was a man with a bicycle, wearing a sweater that had also similarity, he made mouth-noise when i passed. This time there have been more blacks around than average.

In the inner city before noon on the 31rst a rigthist passed me, a big trained skinhead with camouflage pants and black sweatshirt. With the timing it was usually one of them. Not much later there was another one who looked like a rigthist, blonde gi-haircut, newish black sweatshirt with something printed on it in big white letters, one word was "left"( "links" ), so maybe it was a political joke.
On my way to the cheap supermarket in the afternoon, when i had crossed the next bigger street a man who was dressed as fashion-version for extreme conservatives passed me, seemed to be a rigthist, also the way he moved. Not much later a bald shaved man on a bicycle passed me, he looked into my eyes, i knew him somewhat about ten years ago, but he didn't look friendly. A lefty, gay, seemd he was imitating my face-expression. Beneath his jacket he was wearing a brigth orange zipped sweater. So he looked like buddhistic pop. Just when i had crossed the market place a younger man, maybe lefty, came towards me on a bicycle. He looked into my eyes, so i looked in his. The look. Then he blinked an it's-o.k.. At the next sidestreet a young man with an mtb started to ride on his backwheel when he was some distance away, heading towards me, so i had to recognize him. He was followed by a girl on a bicycle, dressed fashionable lefty, 10 years old. Maybe his sister. On my way back from the supermarket three girls, also about ten and dressed in lefty faschion, came out of a shop, nearly run into me. This was about there where the girl on the bicycle came towards me before. Just when i had passed them and looked forward again there was a man on a bicycle coming towards me, he looked at me. I knew him, maybe till '90, a lefty, gay. I give it a chance that they had the idea to present him somehow as themselves, but he's nothing like that. At the near side-street a dark black with rastas turned in with a bicycle. At the near place a robust bald black crossed the street, he turned his head and looked at me. It was as if he wanted an explanation, he was obviously there because of me. I could live without this, however it's better than bullying.
When i was outside in the late afternoon, a group of kids passed me at the park. They were all predolescent, some younger than ten. They were talking, one said "i know some (girls), you can do anything with them exept fingering" and one said something like "get into bed with them"( "kannst alles mit den(Mädchen)machen, ausser fingern...ins Bett kriegen" ). Also with the way they were talking it was obviously scripted conversation, paedo-humour.
When i was at a petrolstation in the evening, the man in front of me was a heavy-boned man with very hairy lower arms. He knew the clerks. Not much later a man on a bicycle passed me, he had extremely furry black brows, they didn't look naturally.

When i got outside in the afternoon of the 1rst of april, a man who was standing behind a bus before showed up, coming in my direction. So the idea was to appear surprisingly, he could see me through the windows before. A black one, at least in his 50ies, wearing a new coat. Think i've seen him before in the park, but i'm not sure if he's someone who did nothing before, or someone who shouted at me and had mad eyes. Among the black they had no older ones the most time. In the park i smiled at a woman who was coming towards me, because she looked nice, she did then also. She had a cellphone, when she passed she said "are you ill" and something about going to a medic, and it sounded as if she was repeating what she was told. A slender black one, her new black coat and jeans fitted like bespoken, was wearing chucks. So she was dressed similar to others in the recent days, would like to know if the clothings are a reward. Then someone at the fries-hut shouted an "outlander/foreigner"( "Auslaendeeer" ) across the big meadow, as loud and as long as possible. Really long, maybe he is a musician. It was a dark black man with rastas, he was dressed in white, kaftan and trousers. He was marking their territory. He was there with some children, with his walking style he showed that he's doing chi-exercise, consistantly and with ostentation, it's like a parade. I've seen him last year, doing so while playing frisbee on the meadow, he was all the time moving like this, every moment, and also focusing on other players, they wondered, then he did on me, across the meadow, i was sitting at a good distance to him.
So now there have been three or four days with the idea of someone they maybe could present as a leader instead of themselves( holy child, name similarity, guru ).
When i was outside in the early evening it was sligthly raining, empty streets. In the pedestrian zone there were some black people at the streetcrossing. Just when i had passed them two women, maybe late 50ies, fastly came towards me from the side, one hissed "that's him"( "das ist er" ). Short distance later the next person who passed me was a man wearing a blue jacket, he soaked up snot.

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