like a gull

When i was standing in line in the cheap supermarket in the early evening of the 19th of may, a man had entered to give me a short direct look into the eyes when passing me, an estimating one.
In the evening, when i was passing a couple that was sitting on a bank in the park, the man explained " he had a thought about how nice(schön) it has been in the past(früher)". Clearly a commenting style. Just when i had passed two sportive fast walking girls were coming towards me, both had shiny chromed dubbells. They were coming towards me again when i was sitting on a bank, when i looked at them one raised her arm, gesticulating, as if the dumbbell would be weightless, despite their look, while explaining to the other that she wants good grades/marks, in a nitpicking way. I asked about the weight, but got no response. Think they belonged to the couple on the bank, and this made a comment, because i do some training now.

In the early morning of the 20th a bicyclist was coming towards me, he touched his face in a smearing way, obviously a gesture, then he looked at me. Seemed the idea was that it comes back to me if i would know that it is a gesture, seemed he wanted to show that he knew that i had just shaved before i left home. He was in his 50ies, had a mustache like those attached to plastic noses. He was in companion of a blonde woman.
In the early evening there was a nosegesturer, a jogging woman who compressed her nostrils with the fingers, like the nosegesturer two days before.
In the late evening i was in a fast food shop next to a petrol-station, the one where a black one had used a refuse bin in front of it as a drum, by hitting it with a jacket or so. I thougth that he was a clerk, and that's just/mostly him. But now the clerks there were hyped, three of the four. It was the way they moved, they did exercise, stop exactly behind another one, so i couldn't see, such. Most obvious was one who was coming towards me when i left, he made little steps, estimating the distance, wanted to unsettle me.

When i was on my way to the laundry in the late afternoon of the 21rst, a bicyclist passed me, he made a gesture with both hands, as if he would have breasts. He had a backpack, maybe this was a plea. Long hair, olive green jacket.
When i was sitting in the park in the early evening, there was a dark bald black man passing on the path ahead. He was wearing a blue jeans-shirt. The next one was a black dressed man who was carrying one of these 2+meter staffs, same as the ones on the 14th. He had shouldered it like medieval soldiers would carry sprears. He did a military greeting, holding a hand at his head. Few steps later he turned his head towards me, gave me a direct look. At the next path he left the park, so he encircled me halfways. Had also a black backpack, was in his 20ies.
The next time i had left home the black one from the park was standing in the parallel street, this was about two hours after i've seen him in the park. He had a look at his bicycle, an athletic man wearing a white t-shirt was coming towards him, then both walked up the street together.

In the afternoon of the 22nd a woman outside was calling a name, one who became a leader has this name.
When i was at the near supermarket, a nosegesturer left, doing his gesture in front of the entrance.
In the afternoon a man with a perambulator was coming towards me, was wearing a grey hooded sweater and demonstrativly took of the hood before passing, to show me that he was shaved bald. He had a resolute and (self)controlled expression. Obviously a rightist. He had a chin-beard, was wearing dark blue synthetic track-pants. Later there were two women standing next to me at a streetcrossing, one was wearing a black t-shirt that showed a white camera-logo, with spools. On the other side of the street there was a man wearing a black t-shirt with a big "scarface-the movie" printing, that also showed a pistol. He was overweighted, but only his torso, he had tattooed lower arms. The women didn't fit to him at all. When i was sitting in the park the children from the 14th started to duel with their rubber-swords and shields next to me. This time they were mostly waving about, as little childs usually do. Exept a few times, when they stopped and then did an coordinated move. They were fencing only for a short time, then both layed down on the grass, but not next to each other. Then got up after a few moments later, seemed laying down was part of their game. They behaved much the opposite as last time. One of the childs left with his family. An adult man said to a little girl that was with him "go to the fatso(Fettwans) with the orange t-shirt". The child with the orange t-shirt was one of the fencers, he wasn't overweighted, it was usually an allusion about the tattood man at the streetcrossing before. Then a man was passing the child in the orange t-shirt, who was now some distace further, and next to him he abruptly turned his head towards him, looked at him as if he would be a thing. He has walked there to do so. Short time later he turned his head at me, in this abrupt way, looking at me directly, he was some distance away. The way he was moving was an exercise, he walked fast and in a mechanical way, he had an obstrusive attitude. A gaunt man, he was dressed in colour similar than i was, he had a beer-bottle, holding it loosely at the neck, moved it once abruptly before he got out of sight.

In the early morning of the 23rd there was a man aping my faceexpression. He stopped with a bicycle at the kiosk, entered and came out when i arrived, looking into my eyes. He immersed in this( as they usually do ), and wanted me to react on this, while beeing assured of his sensibility. He had about my proportions, similar hair, and a t-shirt of the same colour.
When i left the bank in the afternoon, there was a nosegesturer, a girl younger than twenty, on my way to the shopping center there was a sniffer, an grey-haired woman who had passed me with a bicycle before, seemed she felt attractive with the stalking. On my way back there was a nosegesturer at the place, an older man, maybe an artist. They were not focused on me, they were related by timing and their defined symbolism.

When i arrived at the water with my bicycle in the late afternoon of the 24th, a man said "these rightist pigs !", articulating that it seemed to have to do with the traffic, looking to the right. There were only other pedestrians close to him, seemed to be a rightist, and this was ironically to complain that his view isn't so popular. Later a jogger crossed my way, taking a pedestrian underpass. He was gesticulating in a somewhat mazy way that looked like kung fu. A grey-haired sportive man dressed in black.
Also some others that day.

When i was outside in the early afternoon of the 25th, there were twice speakers, one said "boxing". Near the park a bicyclist in his 40ies was coming towards me, he gave me a penetrative look into the eyes when he wasn't already close, then fastly touched his face in the moment i didn't look at him, then holding his hand there as if it would be a thing that was stucked on.
When i was outside in the evening police cars where passing me, at all about a dozen, usually coming from a demonstration. Three of them were parking in front of a petrolstation on the other side of the street, two policemen were standing between them, one was facing this side of the street, had a wider stance. When i was in line of him he explained " i don't have to know that, i shrug about it". Near the park two bigger athletic joggers were passing me, one explained "i've also trained there". And back in the street here a girl with a cellphone said in english "i keep it up", pronounciating it that it also sounded like "aiki-do", the first very clearly.
When i was at a petrolstation at midnight there was a man standing on the market place, he'd placed beer in front of him and was singing "i love my mind", in english. Not for himself, for an "audience", wich was me then. Maybe late 30ies, was wearing an orange sweater.

I was at this petrolstation again, at about 3am on the 26th, the man who had sung and another one were standing at the station, loudly repeating that they have been in prison, and pronounciating the name of that near town in an overdone stupid way, as if they had a competition about it.
When i left home in the late afternoon, two girls, maybe ten years, were sitting on the box for the refuse bins, one was drumming with a leg against the metal door, maybe to the rhythm from a walkman. When i had passed she said "hello", i turned around and she asked if i would have a ***. I was at the near supermarket, on my way back i heared a louder clicking noise behind me, i turned around, seemed the bicyclist was the one who has been my aikido-teacher here, till a good seven years ago. The noise was from shifting, and a car coming from the sidestreet had stopped, it looked a little awkward, maybe it was close.
When i was outside in the evening a man with cellphone who passed in front of me said "hasn't it been that difficult ?". This was near the kung-fu-school, i went round it because i remember a door-hinge like moving actor, and some of them in the park, such. With the timing i had to get close to the one with the cellphone( this was were also the shifting bicyclist had been ).
At night i passed a near pub/restaurant, there were two waiters cleaning up desks and chairs, a man and a woman. The man said something like "lazy bastard"( direct translation : foul bag) when i had passed, i was already short distance away, but because this couldn't have been adressed to the waitress( because female ) this must have been aimed at me. With this he carryed on the girls in the afternoon: foul->sitting on refuse box / (ball)bag->***.

In the early morning of the 27th, on my way to the baker, i was passing a couple that was standing in an entrance, holding each other, they wanted me to get it that they were fiddling around. On my way back the man said "i protect you" to the woman.
In the afternoon i was passing a man who was scolding a little child, that going to the medic would be more important than going into the forest and kindergarten. He was wearing a t-shirt with a printing, the way it was done had similarity to a picture i showed a friend via mail. On the t-shirt there was also an abbreviation and the word "germany"( in english ) printed. An athletic man, the child was wearing an orange jacket. I still had to contact a medic for the result of a checkup, so maybe this should show that they are superior to me as to a child.
When i left home in the evening, there was a black man on the streetcrossing here. He had a full beard and already grey hair, was wearing a dark blue trechcoat and a yellow turtleneck. He was the one who was at the streetcrossing here on the 1rst of april, on the 6th of april they had one who was also wearing such a coat, had also a fullbeard, but was younger. So i thought they would be the same person, and that i first estimated the age wrong, and now they showed that these were different persons. When i was some distance street up now i turned around, the man then looked at his watch with a wide movement of his arm. At the park a man was looking at me as if he would know me, like greeting, a black dressed one with black hair and pale skin. Near a streetcrossing there were twice men who also looked at me that way, some of their clothing was military. Maybe a left-right-theme.
In the late evening/at night near a petrolstation there was a nosegesturer, doing his gesture that maybe it should look like a deal. Long hair, dressed like a metal-fan. When i was at a doner there were two men in front of me, one was wearing a sweatshirt with a "sicherheit" printed on it. Seemed he was one of the security-men in the park at the 13th. The other one was wearing camouflage-pants. "sicherheit" wanted to buy a bottle of wodka, but didn't have enough money, wanted to pay some later. Also two policemen entered. When they passed me outside one said "he has conked out" after looking at me, to the other one, not loud. Maybe a joke.

When i left the baker in the early morning of the 28th, a black dressed man was coming towards me, seemed to be one of them with the timing. A bigger stronger one, looked like a rightist.
In the early evening, on my way to the near supermarket, i passed two boys, not older than ten. One was wearing a black t-shirt embroidered with a big golden winged crown and the writing "big buddhas gold" on the back. They also entered the supermarket. In the morning i showed online that i had enough of buddhism. At the park there was a nosegesturer, a man came out of an entrance. In his 40ies, sportive clothing. I was bicycling, later i passed a bearded man who openly was peeing between parking cars.

When i was at the cheap supermarket in the afternoon of the 29th, one till closed, so i had to stand in line at their clerk. The clerk who left his till had energetically closed the cigarettes-case while looking towards me, so it seemed this was intentionally. Their clerk was slightly loaded but restrained, a balanced composition.
In the late afternoon some people were looking at me, discontented and estimating, lefties. When i had left the park a bicyclist gave me a defined look. On the other side of the street there was a black girl, i think a teenager, waiting, maybe this was part of the timing. The man seemed to be a rightist, was wearing black sunglasses. Back in the street here a girl from a group of kids loudly explained that she would have her period, think she wasn't older than ten, didn't sound as if she would know what this would be. Had some similarity to the girls from the 26th.
In the evening i passed an older couple that was standing in an entrance, the bearded man had similarity to the peeing one from the previous day, he explained in a somewhat compressed way " and then he's coming out there".

On the 30th on my way to the near supermarket there was a nosegesturer, a woman in her 50ies. When i was standing in line a clerk passed me, he then looked at me, seemed this had something to say. One of the clerks there was once doing an exercise with a boxcutter, close to my neck, when i was passing, but it's too long ago, not sure what he looked like. I think this one now has passed me without making noise, standing in line at the other till there was a man touching his nose, i was looking at him, wasn't sure if he was one of them.
When i had left home in the early evening, a younger black man crossed the street to pass me with a shirty expression. I was bicycling, at a streetcrossing another bicyclist made a nosegesture before a police car turned in between us. The man had black sunglasses, certainly should look like deal. At another stretcrossing a man was waiting at the other side, he was all the time touching his face, usually the nose, in a neurotic way. Then another man stood next to him and did so also. I had one hand at the hip, he was aping me, putting both hands at the hip, it was too nasty, i took it off, he won. Both had dark blue sweatshirt and khaki shorts, like an uniform. At the end, before green light, a younger man wearing work-clothing stopped at another side, also started to touch his nose. The first was slender and had darker complexion, te second one black sunglasses and a roundish short-haired head, maybe he'd stalked me before. Not much later a black dressed man with flight jacket and long hair and darker complexion, maybe turkish, was coming towards me, looked at me as if this would have something to say. Maybe he had to go there. In front of the railwaystation a black dressed man was coming towards me, passed me closely. He had an athoritative expression, a watchmen-figure, patrolling. He had embroidered golden wings on his basecap, similar to the t-shirt of the child two days before, black sunglasses, a black poloshirt with a small rectangular label on the breast. At the end there was one more nosegesturer, seemed this was something cool for him, he was wearing a grey hooded sweater, hood one, had a chin-beard, shorts. While they still do less then usual, now they had about a dozen within less than an hour.
When i passed at a restaurant/pub( same as on the 26th ), there was a big blonde man looked at me, sitting among others in front of it, i also looked at him, this wasn't special, just as one lookes at people. A man at another desk said a censuring "na !" to make it awkward, and a woman behind me added a "new model ?!". Near a petrolstation a woman behind me, didn't see her before, commented a " and then i was walking". Seemed this was with the idea that her words should be like my thoughts.

After i had bought me a coffee at the railwaystation between 4 and 5 am of the 31rst, a man and a woman were coming towards me. The man said something, sounded like "did you ever kiss a man", they were still some distance away. They didn't fit to each other, the woman was dressed in white, the man had dark long curly hair, black leather vest and a snow-camouflage sweater, a studdet belt. The woman was obviously adult, the man too, older than 30, so the question sounded really odd. But they walked there normally. His accentuation had similarity to the beheaded one from the sin-city-movie( last weekend on tv ), so it seemed to be acting.
When i had left home in the evening there was a nosegesturer at the end of the street here, a neat man wearing a suit, open jacket, no tie. Seemed he was slightly happy for beeing so smart. About 30 years. He was followed by a woman , maybe late 40ies, who had watched this. At about that point where the kiss-talker had been, on the other side of the street, a passed two men, one explained " and then he'd harassed her". Darker complexion, maybe turkish, late 40ies. At the water there were three people with inline-skates, two girls in their 20ies and a man who was older, in his 40ies. He showed his skating-skills, fastly hopping-walking and repeatedly turning around, then driving backwards. Then he looked at me in an expecting way, seemed he was there to impress me. When i had passed he explained that it would be the best when one is learning driving on a single leg.

In the early morning of the 1rst of june a man was coming towards me, he had his arms somewhat spread and tensioned, in his right, to my side, he was holding a black billfold. Black shorter hair, athletic, wearing shorts. Maybe he'd stalked me before, they have some who look like that.
On my way back from the fleamarket in the morning a couple was walking in front of me. The man recognized me, stepped to the side, and said an assertive thanks when i passed. A bigger man, in his 20ies, wearing dark clothing. Somewhat square expression.
At noon a woman some distance behind me clearly said towards my direction "did you freeze". I was at a river, there a man with tensioned arms was coming towards me, wich had similarity to the first one today, but moved them while walking, not naturally swung, the arms had priority. He had his hands stretched, his expression had some similarity to the couple in the morning. Maybe a rightist, a stronger man, short haire/bald, white plaid shirt, blue track pants, maybe 40 years. On my way back, when i was sitting at the fleamarket for a moment, there was a slender teenage girl standing at a near car. She had a snakey-S-posture, with her spine, legs, all the body, stood there, seemed to be immersed. When i passed then and looked at her immediatly a resolute man was coming towards me, he had one stiff leg, this was usually a sexual accusation, so the girl had taken the shapey posture to attract attention. He was wearing wide flashy patterned clothing of orange colour, kind of pop buddhist samurai dress.
Also some were i wasn't sure if they were from them that day.

When i arrived at the near supermarket in the morning of the 2nd, a man aping my body posture came out. He had a slightly cattish expression with this, in his 20ies, somehow remindet me the first one from the day before. In the supermarket an older man some distance in front of me fastly turned around towards me( was no one else near ), then continued in his former direction. He made scuffling noise while doing so, an upset disgusted expression.
When i entered a petrol station late at night i didn't see the clerk first, he stood behind a shelf at the till without moving at all, showed up when i came closer.

In the evening of the 3rd there was a man with an authoritarian expression that is typically for them in the bank, when he left a man entered who made a short sniffing noise. The first was a grey-haired athletic one, their clothing had similar dimensions, but other colour. When i was sitting in a park for a short time, a man passing on the next path picked up a crow-feather and was sweeping it below his nose. Bald, was carrying a cotton bag, maybe filled with empty bottles.
On my way to a petrolstation late at night a man and a girl on bicycle were crossing a street, they were loudly talking, it caused some hall and sounded similar to gulls. Then they made a comment, only a sillaby, it worked. They turned at the streetcrossing, then were passing me, followed by a long-haired bicyclist who looked at me in an expecting way. At the petrolstation i dropped money and was searching it looking below the counter, a man with a fullbeard explaind to the clerk "one hasn't to be mad-...but sometimes it makes it easier". He had similarity to the peeing one from the 28th.

Mostly still less than normally, have described most.
Situation with neighbour is also less taxing, seemes to be kind of exponential bonus.